.sigh.i miss my old blog.altho i tried my very best to make this as similar.i cant.
all my posts gone.sigh.had to delete it.
.new life.new blog.lol.nonsensical.
deletin it means deletin all my posts.and for these past few wks..my posts have a been a source of entertainment for myself.bringing myself back to that place while readin.so much gd and bad memories.
im kinda sad.yet glad.sigh.now i'm desperately tryin to recall the nice stuff.
luckily some are stil stored in my otherwise stagnant brain.
the rantin abt my family.the gushin abt clay.e silent dreaminess abt him.
my nz trip and that cute paraglidin instructor.my vulgarities.
wow,girl take a breather.
dat sure was a mouthful.
realised why ppl lock up their blogs.for a reason.either personal or jus a general one.like.whu e hell wanna noe wad goes on in my solitary life.so they lock it.
sigh.blogspot.i haf no idea how to lock it.wad a pity.
gawsh.wonder how i even managed to bring myself to click the "Delete Blog" thing.and yea.within 5 secs.a bit too late to regret.kinda.
ah.whu ask me go write so much family stuff.guess it all boils down to me.
haha.i rmb the particularly memorable outings.like j8.and tony roma's.
tony roma's is difficult to forget cos it's realli recent.like last wk.
caught a movie at 12am.Into the Mirror.really caused me to have some fear of mirrors.not as though i wanted it la.
there was a mass black out yesterday.i highly suspect half of jurong to haf blacked out last night.
and jus when i was watchin Holland V.sigh.my light flickered for a moment.and then within the next 5 mins.it went off.the whole house was pitch black.
luckily my hp had a torchlight function.used it and managed to grope my way into my room.arh. no candles.the opp stretch of blocks was in darkness too.saw many tiny candles being lighted up opp my blk.cool.some guy had a huge torch.damn strong.could shine like 3 blks away.lol.i think it culd haf lighted up his entire block.
my frens experienced it too.lol.bukit timah and cck blacked out too.lol.unexpected.
but i nearly screamed when it happened.omg.if i was alone at home.i cant imagine wad wuld happen.i'll jus faint or sumthing. and it was terribly hot and stuffy. sigh.but my first experience.
.anyway.i keep foldin and foldin and foldin.haha.silly lil me.

-*...once upon a time i was fallin in luv...*-
-*...but now i'm only fallin apart...*-
-*...there's nothin i can do...*-
-*...a total eclipse of the heart...*-
-*...once upon a time there was light in my life...*-
-*...but now there's only love in the dark...*-
-*...nothin i can sae...*-
-*...a total eclipse of the heart...*-